Suicidal Me: The Beauty of Vulnerability
“Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven” (Matthew 18:3). You are a bitch. Lex, breathe. Worthless piece of sh— Focus on your breathing. That’s not you, you know that. You think the word crap is inappropriate. “Hey Alexis! You look cute today!” “Thanks!” You couldn’t even get out of bed for class. You are pathetic. It's fine, I’m going to work now. You should kill yourself. Jump off the balcony. Just kill yourself. You are useless. Kill yourself. “Hey Alexis, I need some help with Angular Kinetics, can we go over that?” Inhale. Exhale. Breathe. Focus on this moment. Just enjoy this moment. “We sure can.” “This class is called ‘Learning through Service,’ so I’m not going to give you a test. Your midterm is to get into groups of three and go find someone to serve. Be back at 4:35.” “So what do you guys want to do?” I don’t want to do anything. “Do you mind if we sa...